Aids HIV FAQ

Hiv test done

Question:

Won’t know results for 10 to 14 days.  Then even when they have results I have to make an appt.  With my work schedule and them only available on monday wednesday or friday… and as busy as they are… It going to be awhile.  I been really thinking over my past and how foolish I been with some of the men….but how do I control the manic desire?  At times I can say I used the disorder so I could do my own thing… and other times it overwhelmed my own sensibilities. The fear of knowing is enormous.  How I come to terms with the fear…is to walk into it and deny it is there.  Just a mind game to get me to do this. I knew that getting the test was the right thing.  My response to the results is my fear.  I don’t fear dying of some disease.  I can handle pain. I just don’t want to be left alone.  I would rather be burned alive than to live years without human touch.  God, if I have this…. please take me quickly. —   O  ooo   Cindy          O

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>Won’t know results for 10 to 14 days.  

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